![Day 10 - Ten things that you want to say to ten different people right now.
Mom - I thank you again for all the unnecessary and unconditional love and support that you have given me through my now 28 years of existence. I hope to one day make you proud, like a good son should.
Dad - You are the silent and strongest pillar in my life. I know that you have many things you want to tell me to help me through life, and I know that you could have been a lot more strict with me, but I really appreciate you letting me grow and experience life at the pace I have choosen to walk it. I hope to make you proud as a man and a son.
Sis - I know I don’t say many words to you, I just don’t know how to convey myself properly, but I want to say that I love you and I hope that I can be the best role model to your son/daughter for you and David so that you won’t have to suffer parenthood alone. I also want to tell you that I am going to try to make a better effort to prolong my own life by being more healthy so that I can be in my nepew/neice’s life as long as I can.
My unborn nephew or niece - I can’t wait for you to come out into this world! It will be the best news for this family in a long time! I’m so excited to be an uncle! We’re gonna go so many places and do so many things! I hope you are ready for us :]
Grandpa - You passed before we could have one more Thanksgiving, Christmas and New Year in this mortal life. I wished I was more present through the days when you were starting to deteriorate mentally. I remember one of the last times I visited you, you could hardly recognize me and it nearly broke my heart that I faded from your memory. I should have been there more often since I had moved back to Wahiawa, only 5 minutes away from you. I’m sorry you didn’t get to see me be the man that I wanted to be, but I hope to do right by you and become a grandfather myself. You were a big part of my life through my childhood and I hope to do the same to my own grandkids. I love you, grandpa.
Grandma - I know it’s been a while since you passed, but I still crazy miss you. You were my second mother. You shaped me into the person that I am today. I’m sorry that I’ve been falling into dark times recently, but I do want you to know that I’ve been trying my best to hold on for everybody. I’m glad you’re together again with grandpa. Please watch over us and guide me through my life like you did when I was a child.
Joe - One of the best friends I’ve ever had in my life! I’m sorry that this year ended the way it did for you, because you seemed truly happy in the relationship that you were in with Tracy. You’re the best guy that I know and I only wish the best for you, which is what you’re carving out for yourself already. I am going to make more of an effort to keep contact with you now that you’re single though! Time to paint the town, brother! Talk to you soon!
Aiden - My godson, I’m sorry that I didn’t get to see you off to Korea. I already miss hanging out with you! I wish that grandpa’s funeral wasn’t the reason we were able to hang out again, but nonetheless, my time with you is always a positive experience! I’ll miss you, little buddy! Come back soon!!!
Sharlene - Sharlene, you are the lightbulb in my dark world. I wish I could have switched you on more in my life, but the way that things have been happening, I’ve been letting you and our friendship slip right through my hands. You have supported me through a lot of 2011 and I hope to make it up to you this year. I hope to rebuild and strengthen our relationship to what it used to be.
“S.M.” - I’m truly thankful for each and every moment I was able to spend with you, but I’m afraid that the pain of not knowing is wounding me deeper than I thought it would. I was hoping I could endure and stick it through because our friendship has been a beacon of light in the darkness that I am putting myself through. I was hoping that my feelings were apparent and that somehow you would know how deep they run, but my cowardice has buried them too deep to ever pull them out into the air. I wish I could have said something a year ago, but through circumstances beyond my control, I couldn’t bring myself to. I guess what I’m trying to say is that I don’t know if I can bring myself to see you any longer. I think it’s the best since it already feels like we’re drifting apart.](http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lx49pdsj891qgu3nto1_400.jpg)
Day 10 - Ten things that you want to say to ten different people right now.
Mom - I thank you again for all the unnecessary and unconditional love and support that you have given me through my now 28 years of existence. I hope to one day make you proud, like a good son should.
Dad - You are the silent and strongest pillar in my life. I know that you have many things you want to tell me to help me through life, and I know that you could have been a lot more strict with me, but I really appreciate you letting me grow and experience life at the pace I have choosen to walk it. I hope to make you proud as a man and a son.
Sis - I know I don’t say many words to you, I just don’t know how to convey myself properly, but I want to say that I love you and I hope that I can be the best role model to your son/daughter for you and David so that you won’t have to suffer parenthood alone. I also want to tell you that I am going to try to make a better effort to prolong my own life by being more healthy so that I can be in my nepew/neice’s life as long as I can.
My unborn nephew or niece - I can’t wait for you to come out into this world! It will be the best news for this family in a long time! I’m so excited to be an uncle! We’re gonna go so many places and do so many things! I hope you are ready for us :]
Grandpa - You passed before we could have one more Thanksgiving, Christmas and New Year in this mortal life. I wished I was more present through the days when you were starting to deteriorate mentally. I remember one of the last times I visited you, you could hardly recognize me and it nearly broke my heart that I faded from your memory. I should have been there more often since I had moved back to Wahiawa, only 5 minutes away from you. I’m sorry you didn’t get to see me be the man that I wanted to be, but I hope to do right by you and become a grandfather myself. You were a big part of my life through my childhood and I hope to do the same to my own grandkids. I love you, grandpa.
Grandma - I know it’s been a while since you passed, but I still crazy miss you. You were my second mother. You shaped me into the person that I am today. I’m sorry that I’ve been falling into dark times recently, but I do want you to know that I’ve been trying my best to hold on for everybody. I’m glad you’re together again with grandpa. Please watch over us and guide me through my life like you did when I was a child.
Joe - One of the best friends I’ve ever had in my life! I’m sorry that this year ended the way it did for you, because you seemed truly happy in the relationship that you were in with Tracy. You’re the best guy that I know and I only wish the best for you, which is what you’re carving out for yourself already. I am going to make more of an effort to keep contact with you now that you’re single though! Time to paint the town, brother! Talk to you soon!
Aiden - My godson, I’m sorry that I didn’t get to see you off to Korea. I already miss hanging out with you! I wish that grandpa’s funeral wasn’t the reason we were able to hang out again, but nonetheless, my time with you is always a positive experience! I’ll miss you, little buddy! Come back soon!!!
Sharlene - Sharlene, you are the lightbulb in my dark world. I wish I could have switched you on more in my life, but the way that things have been happening, I’ve been letting you and our friendship slip right through my hands. You have supported me through a lot of 2011 and I hope to make it up to you this year. I hope to rebuild and strengthen our relationship to what it used to be.
“S.M.” - I’m truly thankful for each and every moment I was able to spend with you, but I’m afraid that the pain of not knowing is wounding me deeper than I thought it would. I was hoping I could endure and stick it through because our friendship has been a beacon of light in the darkness that I am putting myself through. I was hoping that my feelings were apparent and that somehow you would know how deep they run, but my cowardice has buried them too deep to ever pull them out into the air. I wish I could have said something a year ago, but through circumstances beyond my control, I couldn’t bring myself to. I guess what I’m trying to say is that I don’t know if I can bring myself to see you any longer. I think it’s the best since it already feels like we’re drifting apart.
